Out of the Shallows – Chapter 1

*Scene 01* 4:44 (The Betrayal in the Prior Quest)

Love never fails.  I had always believed that to be true in principle.  Until a fateful night when I witnessed its sacred quest stone fail, and leave my friend Caleb to die at the brutal hands of hybrid monsters.  While their cruel bestial king took possession of the stone we had foolishly believed would protect us.

Those woods were dark and dead. No sunlight pierced their tangled, twisted veil or ever touched the stone cold ground. Its floor was gray with ash where ancient fires had once found fuel in that accursed forest.  For centuries, the place had lain in a perpetual night under a burial shroud of shadows.

Only torches carried into its forbidding darkness ever illuminated its winding footpaths, but they were soon snuffed out by the beings still moving within it.

I dare not say that these dark inhabitants were living, for though they all moved, spoke, and breathed, they continually abided in death.

It had been foolish for Caleb and me to ever think we could subdue the beast that had anointed himself king over this kingdom of dead creatures. But we believed in the power that ruled The Cordis Stone, and in our minds, there was a strong enough chance we could end this king’s terrible reign once and for all.

But nothing went as planned. That night of death became a living terror that has even followed me into The Surface World.

I can still hear the voice of that Beast King echoing through my waking dreams, resonating and vibrating out of the blackness of those dead woods.

“Yes! Run for your life, O man,” it bellowed laughing from the darkness, “Everything you love will be stripped from you.”

It’s booming laughter pounded my body with sonic fists, striking me from out of the darkness. I turned, trying to fend off the invisible blows, but could still see him in the distance, bathed in a throbbing red glow, standing powerfully upon a rocky outcropping, mocking my terror. 

Below him, in mosh pit silhouettes, a sea of his dark shadowy servants celebrated the savage delight of their king with barks, grunts, hisses, and chortling. Their hundreds of pairs of scintillating eyes turning towards us. 

“Your betrayal has given me the key to your most precious treasures. And the means….,” he growled, lifting the fiery red stone he had wrested from Caleb’s hand, bathing his monstrous face, and dead eyes in a swirling wash of red light,”…to find and destroy them.”

Only then, had I realized, in the stumbling confusion of our panicked flight, that the King of The Half-Men, the one his hybrid creatures called ‘The Pan’, had not spoken to both of us.

Though we both had fled together, Caleb had fallen. And they had taken him into the darkness.

And The Pan’s haunting, threatening words would be painfully proven right.

“Everything you love will be stripped from you. Your betrayal has given me the key…and the means…”

*Scene 2* 2:13 (The Memory Bridge Crossing)

I foolishly believed I could break the power of The Pan’s spoken curse, by resolving not to allow myself to love again. By closing myself off, walling myself in, and guarding myself against that vulnerability. But I was wrong.

That night of my betrayal and the subsequent death of my friends had been twenty-one years ago,…and after so long living in my resolve to remain only in the Surface World, I had begun to believe it had all been a dream.

Until now.
The recurring nightmare no longer ends with me awakening in a cold sweat, screaming. I feel a change this time. An inner door within the dream has opened and suddenly the world I now awaken to….is a surging sea.

I do not remember my body coming through the oculus portal, this time. Enduring the long airless passage between worlds for a mortal man is terrifying, so it is, perhaps, a good and merciful that I was spared that awareness.

It has been so long living out this nightmare on the Surface World. I was a fool to believe The Pan’s reach was so limited. I should have known better.

But I am here again, and that could only mean one thing.

That I, and the others I will soon meet, are preceded here…by a monster.

Only The One could have opened this doorway, and He never does so without a good purpose and reason.

*Scene 03* 7:33 (The Return to the Mid-World Beach)

By all accounts, it should be terrifying to find myself waking up, submerged underwater. But I am unafraid. This splash-down landing is familiar to me.

It is a baptism into a new world, one could not imagine existed unless they were called to see and experience it for themselves. But I feel this is just as it should be.

Like Peter, I fell under these surfeiting waves because I took my eyes off of the One who called me to walk these inner shores and the land beyond them by faith. But, be that as it may, I am back.

Mercifully, being awakened to a deeper place, once again.

The water here is fairly shallow–and I can almost touch the sandy bottom. I feel the roll and push of the tides, mimicking the rise and fall of heavy breathing. The sea around me is alive and I am held in it.

In a panic, I might’ve taken in a gasp and swallowed only liquid breaths, but I realize what is happening before fear steps ahead of me to dictate my solely physical reaction.

I flail slightly, and then with a strengthened downstroke, I emerge up from those watery depths into the spray and foam of a surging sea. I am thrust forward and at last gain strength in my legs.

My head pushes through the watery ceiling. As the water clears from my eyes, I find myself staring at a mysterious beach that was not there when I drifted off.

As odd and surreal as all this seems, I am not disoriented. This place, the sandy shore, the rising sea cliffs, the rolled dunes of sand are all familiar. I have a certain degree of clarity that I have not experienced in years.  

My feet find purchase in the submerged sand, below the heaving shallows. I steady myself and rise to stand, water shearing off of my body.

I look down and, as I once did so long ago, again find I am waist-deep in seawater.

I was brought to this very shore twenty-one years ago, as a traveler, in much the same way.  I joined a noble cause, followed a struggling leader into the interior, embarked on a failed quest for a season only to betray a friend, lose my closest companions, and ultimately lost my way. But that is for another time, and not what I would consider the start of my journey, but only a precursor to it. The most meaningful beginnings start not at the peak of our success, but in the deep valleys, at the very darkest admission of our failure. It is from there only that we arise from the dust. That we are given the buoyancy to float up from the depths.

Water was a part of my arrival, even as it was a part of my departure. Only, in the evening when I left–when I was last consciously parted from this place, the water was much deeper…and I was drowning.

The water vacillates between feelings of warmth and cold. The lower undercurrent chills and tugs at my feet–trying to pull me out to sea–while the froth-crested swell of the warm upper tide shoves me forward toward the sandy beach and the dunes and sea caves beyond.

Much would have changed in the time I spent away. But still, I remember. Though the shores are slightly altered, and the storm winds have scoured the cliffs, and deadened the sea-side vegetation, I know this is The Mid-World. A place connected between one realm of human perception and the next. But, for now, that is all I am permitted to say of it.

As the wonder of returning settles into the realization of it, a part of me is shocked that I was allowed to come back here. I thought after so long, that hope of my return had faded. It is an uncanny and unnerving feeling, being back. There is both a sense of dread and relief in it. Like one who is lost, terrified, and wandering through a deep forest might feel upon recognition of a familiar landmark. A sense of returning to a comforting place one knew well, long ago in their childhood, but finding it very much changed and desecrated. Devoid of the many aspects that once made the familiar place seem safe.

Behind me, there is a large twisting hole in the sky.  A great whirlpool, suffused in otherworldly light that distorts the horizon and warps time and space.  It glares at me like a great lidless eye.  The inner iris is opening, and partially closing with an aortic rhythm matching the rising breaths of the sea. Oculus. The strange word forms upon my lips even as recognition dawns. The Eye of The Sea. It is a mysterious portal transcending the expanse between the world of the seen and unseen. It is only one of seven rumored to be here in this mysterious place. The closest one to this area.

The portal swirls and spins, dipping into the waves and spraying seawater, as the brow of the sky folds and unfolds inward and outward.

If memory serves, there should still be an inlet cave around the next bend.

And if this arrival is anything like the previous one, I know it is just a matter of time before there will be others arriving here.  They will not know where they are, just as I didn’t when I first came.  But what they will learn here, if they are open to it, will change them forever.

What appears to be sea-fog gathers down the shoreline and will soon be upon us.  My pulse quickens as I remember the living fog and the terrors cloaked within it.  I have a particular dread of it for I know it will steal parts of my memory as it had done with me in the past.  Forgetting is very, very dangerous.  Especially in this place.

*Scene 04* 7:46 (Breathe It In)

Something pursued the little girl.  Something that she could not remember.  Its form was clouded in her mind, but the terror of those moments leading up to that lapse was real enough for Miray.  She could feel them fading, but the panic lingered.

The thing pinning her down smelled of dead fish.

“Your friend that was is dead,” it sneered and hissed, spitting hatefully into her face as it growled, pressing her writhing, struggling body into the thick sand of the seashore, “and by now her putrefying flesh is rotting in the belly of a powerful prince of the power of the air and sea.”

Miray’s eyes went wide in horror and shock.  Pools of terror threatened to blind her.  The form would not clarify, it appeared distorted and unfocused as if watching its twisted face through an oil-smeared glass.

“He was so disappointed that you did not come, but he will meet with you later on the road ahead,” the voice was garbled, cruel, multi-layered, and androgynous.

“He marked you and all of the company from your world that will follow,” mocking her into despairing of all hope, “But never mind all that, child.  You will forget everything but your own name.  All your fears packed into this moment will fade.”  It quietened to see if the girl might be tempted to trust that reassurance.

Miray flexed in defiance and the savage being leaned in, hissing with vehemence, “Now get ready to taste the fog.”  Its cruel, unyielding hand, gripped her cheeks and jaw, forcing her red-pink lips into an ‘O’, “It will heal you of this unpleasantness.  Breathe it in.  Long and deep.  Its name is Oblivion.  Say hello.  It is waiting to meet you, and you will not miss this meeting.”

It shoved a knuckle into her mouth, but Miray bit its fingers.  It raged and slapped her face again and again.

Miray tried to hold her mouth closed.  She clenched her teeth, but the smeared-image being pinched her nostrils closed and savagely pulled her hair back.  It flailed and reached for the flat stone it had set aside and forced it cruelly between Miray’s lips, prising her teeth and jaws apart.  Her face stung with the coarse sand, abraded and raw from the repeated slaps.

“Shush, shush, shush!”, it cooed cruelly, as Miray wept and tried to scream but could not.  Tears poured copiously from Miray’s eyes.  She gasped for breath but her teeth were clamped firmly upon the rock held in her mouth.  Sand grit was in her throat, and she gagged and coughed allowing more of it to fall deeper down her throat, threatening to enter her lungs.

“Shut up or I will shove this further into your throat, you brat!  The fog is almost here.  When it comes, you…will…breathe it in.”

The fog was much closer now and would soon envelop them in grey mists.

Miray tried to close her lips around the flat rock, but the smeared-thing twisted the rock in her mouth and forcibly pinched her nose shut.  “Keep your pretty little mouth open, you baby slut!”  Miray gasped and mewled in pain as the rock’s unyielding edge cut into her gums and lips.  Blood filled her mouth, and she gagged on it, choking.  The thing pulled her hand away from the girl’s nose and backhanded her with it.  “I would gut you with this rock, but there has to be twenty-one at the beginning, so I cannot bash your head in yet.”

Tendrils of the reaching sea-fog drifted by, and the creature closed its feral eyes in a euphoria.

“Now you will see what it is like to taste the wet of the wind, little Surface dweller.  Your nightmares are just beginning, you little meddler.  We will burrow them so far into you so that your doctors will never find us.”

The creature stood up, climbing off of Miray, as the fog swirled and grew thicker around them.

It stood up spreading its arms wide, twirling around and around with the curling mists,  shouting and laughing to the sky, “Breathe in the madness!”

When Miray felt the pressure of the creature’s body leave her she quickly turned over, unable to breathe anything.  She was disoriented.  Her face stung from the repeated blows.  She gasped, but choked on blood and sand, the hard stone had fallen out of her mouth when she rolled on her hands and stomach.

The fog surrounded her.  Blocked her in.  She could no longer see the smeared-thing.  The fog was dense and gray and smoky.  It did not feel like a landed cloud.  The way her father used to describe it.  She forcibly coughed against the glob in her throat finally expelling the sand and blood.  Her next breath was desperate and though badly needed, fearfully unwanted.  She could not help it.  It entered her flaring nostrils and her panting, parted lips unbidden.

She could feel her mind begin to surrender to the gray cloud and her last desperate thought was to do as she had always done when she felt danger.  She ran.  She ran with all her might until she collapsed on the beach.  Before she succumbed to the things clouding out her mind she wrote a single word in the wet sand beside her and then all within and without went dark.

*Scene 05* 0:59 (Watcher in the Cave)

From the recessed darkness of a sea cave, just beyond the dunes built up by the surge at the shore, large eyes witnessed with pleasure and delight the subduing of the little girl.  She was a threat that needed to be dealt with, before the coming of the others.  The hook had been placed in the mind of the Traveler.  He would not know it until it was too late.  For now, it must dig in and wait.  It must follow where the man would eventually lead it to uncover the past that threatened its very future.

*Scene 06* 3:40 (Awakening on the Beach)

When Miray awoke, she was alone, lying in the sand.  Her head throbbed.  Her cheeks were flushed and scraped raw.  Her dress was torn.  Her chest ached as if it had been pounded.  Her knuckles were bruised and she had blood in her mouth.  She pushed herself up on weak, trembling arms.  Frothy surf wet her dress legs and lower body.  The sea was trying to swallow her even as the graying darkness had.  It was silently receding from her now, making way for the splash of the building waves, pooling and rushing around her.  She glanced at her palms and the tops of her fingers peeking out of the shallow indentions in the rolled wet sand.  As the seafoam swelled through her fingers, she noticed a small pattern of shallowing, fading lines to the right of her palm puddles.  The pattern confused her for a moment, as the sea interceded again and wetly-erased the fading pattern away.

She was dazed.  Confused.  The sea salt in the water burned her cuts and abrasions.  Had she fallen overboard?  Why did her mind feel so foggy?  Her mouth taste so grainy and coppery?

She knew something was missing, but could not get her mind clear enough to know what she had forgotten.  She had a sense that there was something she had desperately intended to remember, but it was drowned somewhere within the fog.  Stolen from her.

Her mind had once been so bright, but now, in some places deep within, there was only dim darkness.  There were some very important fireplace pictures missing.  Images that she imagined she kept neatly arranged over the mantle of her mind and hearth.  She scrunched her eyes, crawling up on her bruised knees, putting her small gritty hands over her face as silent tears fell between her fingers.  She sniffled, “Mustn’t cry.  Mustn’t!”

Coughing away some of the sand, she lowered her hands and stood up as the foamy waves formed laces around her small feet and battered tennis shoes.

“Be a big girl,” she admonished herself, “You’ll find those pictures again.”

She blinked final tears away and watched the graying fog recede towards the southern bend of the beach and swirl around the edges of the seacliffs.

There was someone she was supposed to find.  She felt it as much as she somehow knew it.  Someone she had to meet that would help her find the missing pictures again.

*Scene 07* 7:18 (Meeting the Wandering Child)

The land before me and the rising swell of the sea behind me is much the same.  Twenty-one years have done little to alter it.

It is almost as if I had never left, but I know that is not the case.  A part of me abandoned it.

Though deep down, I know I carry this place with me always, I have not attended much to it.  Not as much as I should have…

Still, I am meant to be here.  Called, once again, to come back here.  To face what I fled from so long ago.

This is no accident.  My wandering sojourn has brought me back to the place where I departed and took the wrong turn before.

And more than anything, I cannot deny the knowledge that I have been brought back for a reason.  I have come around full-circle to the place of beginnings.  Twenty-one years of my circuits of the Sinai wilderness are complete.

The promised land still awaits.  A kingdom whose doorway lies somewhere to the east of here upon a precipice in the far mountains.  Guarded by a nightmarish beast who presently sleeps, but will awaken if one attempts to reach the door beyond.

I have unfinished business here.  I must undo what was done.

Words of the Ancient Text find my heart and mind, swirling in the cognitive storehouse of my conscious memory.  As I move forward in this mysterious land, I know that these grounding words will surface and meet my need at each juncture of decision, yet I still retain terrible doubts.

How much can I really see through the lens of my own harbored self-doubt?

I am fearful of what coming back here means for me.  Somehow, I must find the gate-stone we lost.

That I lost, rather, for I take full responsibility for what happened.  Perhaps that is why I was brought back, because I am the only one left of our prior company who can make it right.

I smell something within the tang and briny salt of the sea air.  Some kind of underlying rotten smell.  A kind of sweet sick decay and I am certain I have smelled it before.

Something else has come with me through the portal, yet I cannot see it.  But I know it is there.  At some point, it will manifest itself, but it is staying clear of me now.

As I slog forward, urged on by the press of the waves, I see the little girl wandering on the beach.

She is alone and lost.  Perhaps she is the first of the others.  She is probably scared.  I must not frighten her.

She sees me.  Our eyes meet.  And she begins to run…

Not away from me, as I expected she might,…but towards me like she was very glad and relieved to finally find someone else here besides herself.

She stopped a few feet from me and studied me a moment before putting her hands on her hips as if accusing me of hiding from her and running off.  She was about six or seven years of age.  A precocious, red-head with bouncing curls, a light dusting of freckles on her nose but otherwise very fair porcelain skin.  Her intelligent eyes danced as green jewels and she seemed to be taking in more of her surroundings and her quick assessment of me half-slogged, in a flash.

“I’m Miray,” she announced matter-of-factly, “And I can’t remember anything else.  Is that weird?”

No, I thought to myself, not here it isn’t.  I wanted to say, welcome to the Mid-World, my dear fellow Surface Worlder, but I didn’t.  All of that would be explained in time.

We heard other voices just down the beach from us, as I knelt down and made our introduction mutual.

I extended my hand and said, “Well, hello there, my dear Miray.  My name is Brian.”

She listened carefully and thoughtfully, whispering my name to herself with an inscrutable look on her face.

“It’s not you,” she muttered finally and then noticed my extended hand and looked at it curiously for a moment.

Seeming to decide at last in my favor, she reached out and shook it, one emphatic pump only, and then smiled crookedly and said, “I am not a deer.”

And I responded, “Well then, are you a rascal?”

She beamed, winked at me and said, “Maybe.”

“Is it just you or are there others who came with you?”

She scrunched up her nose and shrugged.

“I think it is just me, but it sounds like there are others ahead.  I don’t remember, but I’ll find out.  Do you know where we are?”

I attempted to wring water out of my wet shirt and nodded, “I do.  I came here before.  But I don’t know when we are.”

She puzzled that one over for a few seconds and then looked off in the distance, “Maybe there is someone ahead that can tell me who I forgot.  I’m gonna see.”

“Okay.  I’ll be right there.  Don’t go too far.  Now that I found you, I wouldn’t want to lose my only friend here.  I will tell you all more when we join the others.”

She grinned at me, obviously pleased with my answer and then she skipped away toward the sounds of the group to make other acquaintances.

*Scene 8* 0:50 (The Xarmnian Scouts)

From a notch in the ridgeline, several Xarmnian horsemen watched the distant beach with interest.  The meddlers would eventually pass through to the west of them, but they were given instructions to let them pass for now.  Shihor had given them strict orders.  The flying creatures were proving to be a fortunate ally, as long as their lord and the matron both shared common enemies.  The beachhead stretched for miles along the coastline and the creatures had led them to the perfect vantage point to intercept them.  Now the hardest part would follow–the waiting.

*Scene 9* 2:58 (Following the Child)

I move to follow while she runs eagerly ahead, oblivious to potential danger.  Her free-spirited steps displaying the exuberance and happy curiosity of a child.  Such precious innocence, I almost tear up.

I glance back down the sandy beach in the direction from which she came.  The fog and mists are building from the south.  There isn’t much time, and I didn’t want to scare the child.

As I begin to turn away, something else catches my eye.  There are two sets of small child-sized footprints in the sand, each track about six to eight feet apart, but I think nothing of it.

Clearly, Miray has passed this part of the beach before.  No telling how long she has been wandering these shores…only the small footprints appear to be heading in the same direction.  I pause, staring at the separate prints.

Of course, I thought, She must have gone further inland and then passed back this way.  I was just seeing the bottom loops of her searching circuitous path.

I shake my head and almost laugh at myself, and plod ahead, trying to keep the young girl in sight.  Perhaps I am a little disoriented and not as clear-headed as I first thought.

There is something I am forgetting.

Something very important.

We must move inland soon to reach the valley where the shadows in the foggy shore cannot follow.  Even now, I feel something in the air.  Moving within the distant sea fog coming behind us along the shoreline.  The light is odd here.  It darkles with some grayish luminescence.   I cannot risk losing sight of the little girl.

She is an absolute charmer.  Miray is her name.  Beyond that, she told me, she cannot remember much either.

A sea dune intervenes, like a pointed finger, between the turn at the edge of the shore and the frothy water stretching out to sea.  The edge of the portal seems to recede into the bruised sea-cloud, lying beaten, cast and scuttled along the beach like a shipwrecked sailor.

I follow the separate sets of small footprints up the side and over the sea dune and see the gathering of bewildered travelers below.  I see the small red-headed girl milling around between the people.  She speaks to a few and then moves quickly on to another queue, flitting from one to the next like a hummingbird sampling nectar from blossoms.

They must be very confused arriving here by the sea-gate portal, but fortunately, I know a deal more than they do, and it is time I made their acquaintance.

*Scene 10* 3:05 (Arrival of Others)

I attempt to count the people I see as I quietly approach the crest of the dune.  They, like me, are all wet from being in the surf.  I estimate there are about twenty people, give or take a few.  It is hard to tell from this distance and the sky is not as clear as I had hoped it would be to get the expected count.

There were fourteen of us total the last time I was here.  But this time…more.  I quiet my breathing and try to settle the worried pounding of my heart.

I tried to think of how should I begin, “Is everyone here?  Let’s call the roll, shall we?”

That would be unfair to them because they do not yet know the importance of sharing their names and revealing who they are or believe themselves to be.  That felt…off.

For the time being, they must remain strangers to me.  All will be explained in time.

Each of us is part of something larger than we can imagine.  A grand story, written by a Grand Designer.

Back in the Surface World, among my circle of friends we’ve lost some very precious people.  There are no words to assuage the grief caused by their untimely exit.

Their absence creates a reminder that life is but one breath away from loss.

They were unfinished stories.

I should have known that it would be these particular thoughts that would confront me upon my return here.

In my subconscious mind, I did know and that is why it has taken me so long to finally be willing to come back.

Running away from problems, or drowning them out with distractions, fillers and other illusions, never make the problems go away.

They only grow.

Larger and meaner and more deadly with time.

In the end, they breathe and become living and sentient monsters…

I mentally gather the weapons of warfare to me, that I have learned are most powerful in this strange land.  An Ancient Text which transcends space and time and becomes embodied in flesh and power.

*Scene 11* 6:07 (Sowing in the Seventh)

From atop the edge of the sea cliffs, the hidden mercenary stood with his hands resting upon the hilt of his sword. The metallic-gray clouds twisted into the sky forming a giant Gordian knot and silhouetting his shadowy form against their silvery light. He stood back beyond the edge of the cliff, so his form would not be seen from the beach skylined against the clouds. But he could still see the gray sands of the shore and the foaming lines of the sea clearly, and the wet, new arrivals.

The Oculus had appeared hours before. They had seen its glow from their small waiting camp in the early morning hours and had approached the cliffs. The Xarmnian patrols were rumored to be about, but The Storm Hawk and Lehi had kept them further back, running interference. Not fully knowing why The Resistance wanted them to, but were happy to assist when they received the request. The Storm Hawk was rumored to have once been one of the Surface Worlders, so the less she knew of his present mission the better.

The two infiltrators were in place.  They’d descended the cut into the slope, and soaked themselves in a tide pool just beyond the bend of a dune.  He saw them join the others on the beachhead below, and he knew at last his assignment was complete.  Now he would ride back and report to Tobias and the others, and get his double-portioned rations and sowing seed promised him. He would then take his family out and return to farming, far away from the towns.

The two agents were naive enough to have the chance of pulling this thing off. The Surface Worlders, on first arrival were never what one might have considered to be readied warriors anyway. They were exposed out here. Unprepared for the harsh realities of this world, because they were too much under the influence of the assumptions of this World being, too much, like their own. The two were fools. Naifs. But they would be fools among fools, so they would fit right in.

The Resistance knew that one day the Surface Worlders would be back, and they were more certain of it, than any of their sworn enemies.  There was some mystical influence coming from the old Marker Stone.  Those in the Resistance, at least, agreed upon that, but in many ways, to his mind, it could not be relied upon. There were certain useful truths in it, but there were also too many inconsistencies.

So, every seventh year, he brought the Resistances’ two delegates and they came to the eastern sea cliffs to watch for the opening of The Eye of the Sea and the entrance of the unwitting interlopers. The Resistance had once welcomed their arrival once before. Believed it to be a sign that the Prophecy of The Marker Stone was being fulfilled.

But that was before.

The Stone Quests were a failed hope. And finding Excavatia was only a dream of superstitious mystics. Stories only believed by children, before the hardships of life matured them into becoming realists and skeptics.

Though there were many faithful prophecy believers still within the Resistance, their influence was failing, and the Realists and Skeptics were steering the resistance efforts into a more pragmatic approach towards insurrection, and enticing the dormant, and smoldering embers of suspicion and nascent fratricidal war back into flame. But the Surface Worlders, naive as they were, still had to be watched and there was no better way to watch them than from within their company.

Though they never began with The Stones of Virtue in their possession, somehow, always, a Stone found its way to them.

Whatever these Surface Worlders were planning, it would not be good for the Resistance movement.  They would stir the Xarmnians up and then life would again become the hell it was before.  The Surface Worlders would leave and return to their own world, but the results of their meddling would ripple like waves across The Mid-World and impact all who lived here.

Noadiah had been a fool, but at last, she’d come to her senses and conceded to their plan.  Then she’d disappeared, leaving them without a Seer.

Tobias and Sanballat had then stepped in, and proposed a more feasible solution to throwing off the oppression. But a lot was riding on this plan.  The Capitalians would not appreciate being incited to return into the land beyond the wall, but they must.

And then the two brotherhoods would finally destroy each other upon a final field of battle.

Yes, he and his family would be long gone before that happened. Far away, sowing his own seed and reaping his very own harvest, away from the winds of war.

*Scene 12* 3:56 (Memories of the Past Beginning)

As I stand upon the large brow of the sea dune, contemplating and looking down upon the new arrivals below, I notice they are looking up at me, wondering, since I do not immediately descend.

By now the little girl has told them about our brief encounter. That I may know something about this place they find themselves in, and what secrets it holds for why they are here.

I once stood where they are standing now. Bewildered. Unsure and afraid of what might be happening. I fully sympathize with what they may be feeling, but I also know I must be careful with what I say.

I remember the voice of the man who led us and his admonishments like it was only moments ago rather than years.

“Listen carefully to what you hear. Measure and consider what the people of this land say. Apply sound principles you have known from past experiences. Aligned to the Truth Codex all you perceive on this journey. Strive to be a studied person of wise counsel. There are many deceptive illusions in this place.  Be a considerate companion of your fellow travelers. We need wise counselors.”

Had I heeded these words of wisdom; my friend would still be alive and that once-human monster, The Pan, would not have in his possession what he does…

In view of that, I wonder if I should ever be forgiven.  Jeremiah was perfectly justified in…

Already, I have almost said too much.

I am supposed to lead these newcomers into the interior. But I am fearful of revealing too much too soon. This place, this Mid-World, is like and unlike the world, we all left behind on the other side of the sea-gate. I am fearful that I will not be able to gain their trust, yet the compelling of the call still rests on my shoulders and heart. Fear of rejection has too often been an impediment to action in my life, but the One still calls me to obey and leave the results up to Him. As hard as it is, I must trust the call because of who it is that called me.

I sigh heavily, surrendering the tension I feel and mentally committing my will to His quiet voice. “I am coming, Lord. Give me the courage I need,” I pray quietly as I move forward.

I have been stalling. Delaying the inevitable. I can feel the urgency. Like there is a danger far worse than that of the fog rolling toward us.

I descend the far side of the dune and all eyes turn toward me.

“Here goes…,” I mutter.

The small group is coming this way. It is time they came to know me and I them. The journey to the gate is long, and the path to get there is uncertain.

*Scene 13* 7:50 (Welcome to the Mid-World)

“You, there!” one of the men calls out to me, “This little one, says you may know something of where we are.  What’s the story?”

Others are following, gathering.

“Welcome to the Mid-World, my friends,” I say raising my hands to encompass and indicate the group should draw near.

“That remains to be seen,” another muttered, “This place does not seem all that welcoming.  We’re all wet and cold.”

“I have been sent to collect you all and lead you into the interior.  There is a storm coming and we need to get further inland before it hits these shores.”

“What about this thing we came through?  I’m not sure I want to leave the only entrance to wherever this is if I cannot get back to where I came from.”

“Despite what you may think, you are not all assembled here by accident.”

“You mean someone did this to us?” asked one.

“Who?” another asked.  “Can’t we get back?”

Questions came at me from all sides, tumbling over each other, but I chose to respond to only the ones clearly heard by the group.

“You can.  But aren’t you even curious to find out why you are wanted and needed here?”

“Where is here?  Are we dead or something?”

“If you where you would not be wondering where here is.  You would already know for sure.”

“You are talking in riddles, sir.  How do we know we even can trust you?  We don’t even know you, or anyone else here for that matter.”

“Now that is the first and most important question you all have asked me.  It is critical that you start asking these kinds of questions if you are to participate in a quest in the Mid-World.”

“Quest?” one said, almost laughing incredulously, “What a nut job!”

“I think someone drugged us and is playing mind games,” one whispered loudly to another.

“I knew I should not have had that third vodka martini, before bed.  These are the kind of freak dreams I get…” another muttered.

“I doubt this is a dream.  I feel wet and cold and the sand and salty air feel real enough.”

“Perhaps we’re in one of those sensory deprivation tanks, somewhere. Or aliens have abducted us,” the questioner then turned an accusatory finger at me.

“Dude, are you an alien or some head shrink researcher or something?!”

“No.  It is more complex than that.  I’m none of those things,” I answered defensively.

“What kind of a quest?  Why should we bother?”

“Because you very lives back in the places where you have come from depends on it.”

“How melodramatic of you to say that.”

I bow slightly to the speaker.

“Allow me to present myself.  My name is Brian.  I am, like you, from the world, you all came from.  Because that place is the locus of creation, we refer to it as the Surface World.  So, I too am a Surface Worlder.”

“I’ll bet he’s one of those dufuses that lives in his parents’ basement, sits in his underwear and a white cotton T-shirt smeared with Cheetos stains, playing video games all day.”

A few chuckled at the mental image, and I knew, with this crowd I was not getting off to a good start as their designated leader.

This is the very thing I feared the most.  The mockery.  If I did not get them to take this seriously soon, we were all going to die here.

Oh, God,” I silently prayed, “What do I do to convince them?  To gain their trust before it is too late?  I can’t lead these people.  I wish You had picked someone else.  I am the worst person to do this.  You know what I did the last time.  I am too afraid.  Please pick someone else, God.

I then felt a small hand grab mine, I looked down and saw a crown of deep red curls, and a pretty face scrunched up and looking at me intently.

“I believe you Mister Brian,” she said simply, “Tell them it’s real.  You must tell them even if they don’t believe.  If I knew what I forgot, I would tell them, but I am still missing it.  Please tell them.”

“Precious and blessed child,” I said, gently squeezing her encouraging hand.

“For you, I would do almost anything,” convicted that what I was fearful to endure for The One, I was more than willing to do for this sweet little girl.

I took in a deep breath and then boldly faced the muttering and suspicious group, unconscious of where the determination of strength came from as I spoke to them further.

“Believe what you will.  But there is danger coming to us all if we remain much longer.  That sea fog, coming in from around the bend will be on us soon.  We must move inland and get beyond the sea cliffs to the descending valley on the other side.  You can follow or stay.  It is your choice.  But we…,” I looked down at Miray and smiled at her, and she wrinkled her nose and smiled up at me, “…we are going forward.”

As Miray and I turned to walk past them, I saw another little dark-haired girl, about Miray’s age or a little older, scowl and her eyes flashed daggers at Miray.  She clearly was not happy, but one by one the others followed us up the shoreline, winding up a switchback sandy grade and over the hill overlooking the sea.  Reluctantly she followed the group at last, as an older girl came back and took her hand.  She smiled at the girl who came back and they seemed to chat quietly as we wove between sea-weathered rounded boulders, and made our way down into a shadowy valley below.  For some reason, I knew the sea fog would not follow us there.  That it would move along the shore and skirt the ridge, but not pour over it into the valley beyond.  We were somehow safe in the shadow.

As we walked down, I heard some of those following behind speaking low among themselves, thinking I could not overhear.

“What do you think of this Mister Brian?”

“I think he’s full of crap, but we’ve nowhere else to go and there is no way I’m sticking around back there getting stuck in that fog.”

“Where do you think this place is?”

“I don’t know, but somehow I think I came here once before with my dad.”

Stunned, I stopped in my tracked and turned around to see if I could spot the speaker.

They all looked so innocent, but some blushed, realizing I had been aware of what they were saying.  I could not discern who the speaker might have been, so I turned back around facing the front.

“What’s wrong?” Miray asked, a concerned look on her face.

“Nothing,” I lied, “Nothing at all.”

*Scene 14* 1:08 (Going Inland)

The sun is, even now, at our backs.  The road stretches out ahead of us into the fading and darkening horizon.  The starlight above us begins to sharpen as the day yields its cooling place to the night.

Ascending the hillside leading up from the beachhead, I am almost as wary of the looming shadows, as I was of the sea fogs below.

I know it is not safe to be traveling at night, but we have no choice.  We have to get to the road and then to the valley beyond it.  The fog bank on the seashore now obscures the entire coastline.  Fogs here are dangerous.  Not all of them, but enough to make one avoid them.  There is something in them that makes people forget.  We’ve walked a fair piece, but there is a much farther place that we have to go to.  I say further, but that is not entirely true.  In some ways, it is very close.

By the time we reach the crest of the hillside, it is almost daybreak.  The sun’s glow gives a gilded edge to the mountain peaks in the distance.  The dawn is still a few hours away, but we feel the promise of it.  With the daybreak, comes the hopeful promises.  The chance to make those wishful dreams that linger in fading memory a work in progress towards fulfillment.

Everyone Is Not Your Friend (Leaving the Surface World)

I sometimes use the term “Friend” the way John Wayne used it famously in the opening scenes of the classic western “Big Jake”.  Like most people, the word can mean something very important to those we have known for a very long time, but to others, it is merely a suggestion based upon the charitable benefit of the doubt at the start of an acquaintance before it matures with familiarity.  If you remember the famous scene in the movie, John Wayne and his Dog approach two men in the process of lynching a Scottish “sheep farmer”.  They kick the man’s son away when he desperately tries to intervene.  Wayne, aka Jacob McCandles, observing from a distance reluctantly hails them and addresses the two erstwhile gallows men as “Friend”.  The scene is tense.  The men, though addressed with the convivial term, do not necessarily feel “friendly”.  They are suspicious and bristle at his interference.

Too often, we make the mistake of assuming the people we meet along life’s shared journey are friends.  It’s an assumption only in our desirously civil minds, if not in theirs.  People only enter that true meaning of the term “Friend” when they show themselves to be friendly both in word and in deed.

So in my blog’s inaugural postings, just because I may refer to my readers as “Friends” the term can mean no more than just the surface understanding of who I optimistically hope they are.  I am under no illusions.  There are bad people in this world.  Some who take pleasure in doing others harm whether physically or by impugning their character unjustly.  Some people who, in our modern social media context we’ve designated as…Trolls.  The hecklers, who have nothing better to do with their lives than mock and ridicule others just to pass the time, rather than producing or contributing something positive to the world.  To those, I would say at the start of this journey through my house of ideas, “Don’t take the message on the Welcome Mat at the front door as obligatory or binding.”  To strangers standing there giving some solicitation pitch, it is merely a suggestion for you to keep it brief and don’t wear out what you are standing on.  The interior back side of my front door they may never see.

I’ve often wanted to get a chilling but reciprocal mat, placed just so, on the porch step under the door at the back of my house, bearing a very different message.  In true literary humor, it might read something like the following:  Congratulations!  You’ve made it this far.  Most of the others didn’t.  What that tells me is that you declined the offer to tour the wine cellar just below the house’s foundation.  It’s a shame though.  The Amontillado was a particularly good year.  Good luck surviving the booby traps hidden throughout the backyard just ahead and have a very nice day! 😉

Ah, the look on some people’s faces would be priceless.  Literary aficionados, not dressed in the evening’s garish motley garb with bells on, will get the joke and have a good laugh.  All others can go straight to Poe.  Edgar Allen, that is.

The journey ahead to Excavatia is meant to inspire and uncover some insights that we as fellow travelers can share along the way.  Some people at random may stumble upon this shared journey of friends exchanging ideas and inspiration and attempt to sully that repartee.  Some are just passing through and following their own journey and we may never meet again.  I get it.  In Tyler Perry’s brilliant comic style, he, in the character of Madea, relays a brilliant understanding of people who create problems for other people, and good people who fail to understand that corrosive people should not be chased after.  He says, “Let them go.”  That is important to learn the differences of certain behaviors of people by the evidentiary content of their character.  He uses the illustration of the parts of a tree.  Leaves, branches, and roots.  Learn to recognize those types of people that are transitory and fall with the slightest breeze.  Leaf people.  Seasonal people who are green and tender only when the season is favorable.  Branch people are more stable but when strong winds come or the storms of life twist you, they break and fall away.  Branches can wither, or get so overloaded that they cause the tree trunk to bend towards them.

We often blame ourselves for this, but I am reminded of the time in when the only perfect person to walk the face of the earth, Jesus Christ was also deserted by fair weather friends.

At this point many of his disciples turned away and deserted him.” [John 6:66 NLT]

It is telling that Jesus referred to Himself as The Vine and his disciples as the branches.

Yes, I am the vine; you are the branches. Those who remain in me, and I in them, will produce much fruit. For apart from me you can do nothing.” [John 15:5 NLT]

Later in the biblical account when the worst storm of his 33 years upon the earth came, he was abandoned by the very closest of His inner circle of friends.  The one who vowed never to leave His side and committed himself to fight for Him, denied he even knew Him three times when the crunch time came to stand.  Interestingly that man’s name was called Cephas (little rock) [John 1:42] but was later changed to Peter (or Petra) in [Matthew 16:18 NLT] “Now I say to you that you are Peter (which means ‘rock’), and upon this rock I will build my church, and all the powers of hell will not conquer it.

The point of this being, that those who start with you on your journey may not always be the ones still with you when you face untold challenges along the way or finally reach your destination.  This journey is not one for the faint of heart if the goal is worthwhile.  People will lose faith in you, and some will break faith with you.  You must be willing to embark and commit to this personal journey even if you are harangued by trolls along the way or your friends desert you in your determined pursuit of the dream and hope of finding and succeeding in Excavatia.  Some of those you begin with might even be villains.  So be careful and wary.  Be focused and not dissuaded.

Despite what we might desperately want to believe there are very real dangers around us.  Evil does not need to masquerade in a red satin suit, with a pitch fork and horns.  It is the stain upon the human races soul which marks us for inevitable destruction.  Often evil can present a cherubic face and seemingly wide-eyed innocence in our presence.  A nursery worker might discover that the colicky baby that cries throughout the church service had another nefarious cause that prompted its continual weeping.  To her shock she reviews a nursery video showing that one of the two-year-olds, seeming to playfully romp around the room as if riding an imaginary horse, has discovered to his savage delight what fun he might have with a push pin each time he passes the annoying baby that seems to get more attention from the nursery workers than he does.  After all, he is special.  There is no one in the world better than him.  His mom tells him so, and all these other grown-ups should lavish on him the attention and care that they give too much to that stupid, noisy baby.

Like the purloined letter (E.A. Poe again), evil hides in plain sight of us.  We just have grown so accustomed to its presence that we fail to see it.  We expect it to have the look of something else and so fool ourselves into not recognizing it until it does something so shocking and disturbing that we trick ourselves into believing that there was always something odd about the perpetrator that we in our prescient connectedness to vibes were picking up on before the shocking reveal.  We convince our foolish selves once again that we will know and sense evil if we just pay more heed to our mystical sixth sense.  After all, we are special.  Our mommas told us so.

So be careful not to become a villain yourself.  Dangers there will be.  Setbacks should be expected.  Be true to your calling and be careful not to be too trusting where caution is needed.  Be sober and vigilant, dear friend.  This road is fraught with perils as well as surprises.  If your heart is faint, stay home.  If your heart and commitment are stout and you are up to the challenge, follow on…

 

John Wayne – Big Jake

https://youtu.be/3opoCWqrEPI

Tyler Perry – Madea

Reference:  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yw0aAInXibA

Sandra Bullock

Reference: https://www.facebook.com/goalcast/videos/1501949219882263/

Stay Away From Negative People

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o3LOP9FO2_M

“Honesty and Sharing It All” – Blog Post of Rachael

https://acceptingthepeace.wordpress.com/2017/10/06/honesty-and-sharing-it-all

 

What is Excavatia? (The Concept)

I often get a puzzled look when I write down that word.  You won’t find it in the dictionary, or some cryptic etymological book of arcane terms that have long since gone out of the spoken vernacular of modern society.  It is not some foreign word, though it has within it some components of Latin and Ancient Greek.  The first most obvious word is a truncation of the word “Excavate” meaning simply to expose or lay bare as by digging and removing surrounding soil or whatever obscures and covers something worth digging for.  Another way of saying that is to “unearth” something.  The final affix of the word is “-tia” which Latin dictionaries state is an indication that the prior root word is an abstract noun.  Joined together the term Excavatia sounds like a wonderful, magical place where discoveries are made.  A place where the abstract is excavated to reveal something valued buried within.  I love terms that are evocative and seem to hint towards something more mysterious just waiting to be uncovered.  That is why I conceived of the term during my days as a college freshman almost 28 years ago.  That term has stuck with me, as a reminder of something very important that I must always remember.  Mystery and wonder are often hidden among the mundane experiences of this world.  They are only discovered as one takes the time to ponder and question routines, mindsets, assumptions, philosophies, nature and the familiar circumstances and people in our lives that we often take for granted.  People we interact with every day often have interesting stories and experiences that have brought them here to this moment, if we just take the time to listen and show interest in their lives.  So often our habitual routines lead us into a monotonous circle through each day, that never seems to give us a sense of progress or accomplishment.  We follow routines because they once served a purpose and we can do them mindlessly without having to think through them.  But are we only drones serving the needs of a collective hive?  No.  We were blessed with a very precious gift called reason, and a need to ask the most ephemeral question that might lead us on a journey towards a purpose.  The question: Why?

It is not enough to know we exist at this particular time, in this particular place, on this particular spec in the vast universe.  The powerful life-changing and revolutionary question that challenges everything we know about ourselves begins or ends with that penultimate question that has so eluded so many people.  The question: Why?

Do we have a purpose?  Is there meaning beyond subsistence or provincial living?  Why do we have this need to find significance in our life?  What brings us to contentment? Can that place ever be reached?  Is there some mystical bottomless well of joy?  What can fill this built-in emptiness we are so driven to satisfy?

Every meaningful journey should begin with a question that we are willing to go through untold difficulty to find the answer to.  When our lives are eclipsed with that question that draws us into the journey of the seeker, we will find the beginnings of a whole new and exciting adventure.

Being a man of faith in Jesus Christ, I do believe that the seeker’s journey needs a guide. A perspective that allows us to see through the noise of the chaos around us.  In fact, I have found, in the prophetic markings of ancient Scriptures, a Divine pointing towards the Redemption of God incarnated as the Son of Man, which proves to me that I personally was created and planned for an existence much greater than I have ever dared imagined for myself.

God’s story, and its expression through Christ’s march to Calvary and His resurrection beyond it is inextricably woven together with my life and purpose.  My task is only to follow those burning, implanted questions through each day and learn how to dig deeper into my life and experience with others to see the miraculous mystery beneath the surface of my world.  So “Dig Deeper” is a personal challenge to myself, as well as the subtitle to this Blog Novel journey.  My own personal reminder whenever I set down to add each Chapter/Post.

The Scriptures tell us of a historical people who demonstrated a particularly noble characteristic of seeking veracity, not just in what was spoken by a proclaimed faith leader, but in what could be corroborated by the Spirit of the Lord in their own hearts and minds when searching the Holy Scriptures.

[Acts 17:11 NASB] 11 Now these were more noble-minded than those in Thessalonica, for they received the word with great eagerness, examining the Scriptures daily to see whether these things were so.

These people did not just hear the good news spoken to them to give them hope.  They searched it out for themselves.  Too often we readily rely on the words of others that we assume to be smarter than us or more studied than we have had time to be.  But in so doing we abdicate our potential for discovering the mysteries all around us.  If we are content with the boring and the mundane then in that acclimation, we also become lazy and ignorant.  Always letting others do our thinking for us.  That is no way to live.

I cannot help but find that joy is most often expressed through the surprise of discovery.  So that is what I propose to do with this Blog I am starting today.  To Explore.  To Excavate.  To Dig Deeper.  To find that Voice of Expression that leads me through mysteries and ultimately yields my life to a Greater Purpose.  Perhaps that purpose is to help point others towards their own questions that lead to wondrous discoveries ahead.  I hope so.

This Blog may not be for everyone.  That is fine.  I am not seeking followers or accolades or praise for my journey.  I will most certainly stumble.  I will go through periods of time when I have lost sight of the burning questions that move me forward each day.  Like you, though, I am just a fellow traveler following his path through mysteries and wonder.  I do trust in a personal Guide to lead me that has been called The Ancient of Days, who also helps me make sense of this journey and its setbacks and certain tragedies.  I admit that I am hoping, if you do decide to share in this journey, you will find something of value traveling with me along the way.  Even if it is only for a short distance ahead.

So where ever your personal journey leads you, fellow traveler, I wish you to find joy and peace along the way.  Now take the first step and let’s begin…

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What follows are the essential concepts of the story of Excavatia.  If you want a frame of reference going into the story, feel free to read what follows, otherwise, I would suggest you proceed to the Preface and begin there.

If, however, the concepts presented by story alone need clarification, the following may help you to understand the journey a little more.


The Essential Concepts of the Story

Imagine, if you will, an iceberg, floating in the Northern Hemisphere in the Atlantic Ocean.  In most cases, only about 10% of its mass extends above the water-level, leaving 90% underwater.  For the most part, Icebergs, though forming in seawater, are comprised of frozen freshwater, and only in rare extreme cold conditions does salt-water freeze and makeup part and an iceberg’s bulk.  The ice works to expel the salt in a lattice design, from a central frozen core, eventually, through a very slow process pushing the salt through the lattice extension back out into the sea.  As a result, the surface of such an iceberg may be salty, but at its core, it is comprised of frozen freshwater.  Salt is pushed out, and freshwater forms from within a dynamic revolving cycle.

As seasonal and water temperatures vary, the shape of an iceberg may experience an uneven degree of melting which affects its buoyancy in the water and rearranges is the degree of draft below the water-line.  Depending on the weight distribution, these mega-frost monsters may shift dramatically, calve and break apart into smaller chunks, or completely roll and invert themselves in the water.  This activity creates considerable waves in the surface waters and any idling boats or fishermen floating next to an “active” iceberg may quickly find themselves in catastrophic circumstances.

So, with this iceberg concept in mind, let’s stretch our imagination a bit more shall we?

Imagine, that the physical world as we know and experience it, is like the surface of the ocean in which these ice behemoths live and make dramatic shifts, that ripple through our existence.  The Surface World is a physical existence in both flesh, mass and time and serves as the skin of the planet comprised of vast oceans with landmasses and continents and islands and of our recognized life lived through sequential time and space.  Think of it in a 2-dimensional cross-representation of a large ring, with a hollow core.  Now imagine that within that outer core, we are calling The Surface World, there is an inner core, looming below the crust and waterlines like a giant iceberg contained within the giant outer ring of existence.

Let me stretch this concept a bit further, by suggesting that there are points at which the inner “iceberg” punches through the outer ring’s (The Surface World’s) crust and water envelop and it does this from time to time so seamlessly that we are not aware when we are standing on the surface of “the iceberg” or the “Surface World”.  The disruption of a calving iceberg forms ripples in the surface of the seawater that contains it, but in this instance, the disruptions, or concentric push of rising waves, are experienced by individuals (our erstwhile, blissfully floating, oblivious fishermen) as a spiritual shift, rather than a physical one, but only with those who can perceive or sense the effects spiritually.

Let’s label that conceptual massive-core iceberg “The Mid-World” in contrast to “The Surface World” that surrounds it.

Now let’s add just a bit more complexity to the conceptual model, shall we?

Let’s say that the intercoastal interior separating the outer ring Surface World, from the submerged surface of the “Mid-World” iceberg is a fluid river of time.  In fact, these two outer and inner rings, Surface World and Mid-World each occupy their own separate timeline and dimensional existence within each time.  The only time when one timeline crosses the threshold of the other, is when a point of the massive iceberg, punches through both the time river flowing between them, and breaches the Surface World’s timeline and connects to that world’s history at particular, and significant moments in the “Surface World’s” supernatural history.  A shared history barely perceived by both the occupants of the Surface World and the Mid-World, but co-existing just the same.

Like any active iceberg, going through the cycle of freezing and melting processes, the points where these two existences meet and retract changes over time.  The iceberg submerges, shifts, rolls, sinks, and bobs in its float, until the formulation of ice-mass breaches the skin of the upper world once more at a significant point in time of supernatural import.

This then serves as the conceptual model of both The Surface World and the Mid-World and their interdimensional correlation.

The massive, contained mountain, below the Surface World’s outer dimensional ring, is a place, not materially unlike that of the Surface World ring, but it like unto it with some particular differences.  Essentially speaking, the Mid-World is the “Echo” of the Surface World.

Pulling back from those words a moment, think of what an echo is in terms of sound and dispersion and clarity.  An echo is a sonic reverberation of an original cause, a voice spoken into a large void, that seems to replicate the original but does so in a diffuse and slightly distorted fashion.  It lacks the clarity of the original voice, and it diminishes in volume over time until it recedes back into silence.

Hold that thought for a moment.  We will come back to it.

For those of us who believe in the Holy Scriptures, the concept of a spoken existence brought about in waters of time, is not a new concept, unless your minister or Rabbi have not done a very good job of covering the topic.

“1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.  2 Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness covered the surface of the watery depths, and the Spirit of God was hovering over the surface of the waters. 3 Then God said, “Let there be light,” and there was light.” [Genesis 1:1-3 CSB]

In the ancient fashion of recording and speaking, often a concept is introduced in the first line of address, and its working out, (or the specificity of how the assertion came about), is addressed in the following sentences.

From verse one, we are given the concept assertion that there was a beginning to our known existence and that God was the First Cause of it (the heavens and the earth) all coming into being.  The second verse gives us the original state of those two creations: earth lacking its form, and the surface or boundary of the heavens enshrouded in darkness having a volume like unto a water depth.  It is not until the third verse that we are finally given the method of creation that God employed by the simple yet powerful phrase of two seminal words: “God said”.

From those two words came the seeds of all created things.  The powerful and resonating voice of the Almighty extended into the void, planting and harvesting life from nothing to every point in space and time.

The three words spoken are also pregnant with power and meaning.

Let – A word of Divine authority granting permission.

There – An indication of place in space and time.

And finally,…

Be – An indication of significance or “Being”

God gives all created things Permission, Placement and Being.

The Scriptural account proceeds through the order of creation, beginning with the formation of light, to ordered boundaries of water and landmass, under a progression of a light cycle, to the emergence of vegetation and fruit-bearing plants as a source of nourishment, to the creation of a seasonal cycle in which these plants could grow and thrive, and to mark those cycles, he established a gravitational influence from two major sources of light-bearing orbs, the sun and the moon which cycled the tides and the pull of the water vapor to serve the planet’s foliage growth.  He then moved to the creation of all aquatic and avian life, once the sustainable plant life cycles were established, and next in sequence came the land animals and crawling creatures of the insect kingdom to perpetuate and take shelter in the growth of the land plants.  These cycles were established in a divine and scientifically sound sequence, according to the intention of the Creator, and He declared His creation “Good” at each stage for they all bore some imprint of His goodness upon them.  Finally, in Genesis chapter 26, He deliberates upon the form and brings about His specifically designated tenants and lord of all His created universe in the creation of humankind.  They are the purpose for which all of these good gifts were brought into existence, and their purpose was intended to give Him pleasure in loving them and to have the volitional capacity to learning to fellowship with their Creator in a unique and intimate way unlike all of His other creation.

These sentient beings, along with all created creatures He gave a very particular gift of free will.

A way for these to choose to experience His love or choose His separation.

Of these particularly created beings, He did something unique that was not done for any of the animal, plant, insect, microbial organism, or aquatic, or amphibious life forms.  He gave them His image.  A three-fold unity of being and the capacity to fellowship with Him and one another in all those three-part distinctions: body, soul, and spirit.

With the gift of free will, however, you know what their choice was and the terrible ramifications of it.

Our kind chose separation from Him, and from that moment, an incurable sickness entered the pristine and good creation that He gave us and began to pull us apart from Him.

In the void between us and Him entered death, disease and evil working its way towards our utter annihilation, rending the very fabric of the created worlds apart.

The goodness that was declared in the creation and imprinted within nature and created cycles of all things began to mourn the loss of this connection.

But there too comes the Word of the Creator to our and all creations aid:

“19 For the earnest expectation of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of God. 20 For the creation was subjected to futility, not willingly, but because of Him who subjected [it] in hope; 21 because the creation itself also will be delivered from the bondage of corruption into the glorious liberty of the children of God. 22 For we know that the whole creation groans and labors with birth pangs together until now.” [Romans 8:19-22 NKJV]

The One whom our progenitors chose to separate us from, did not abandon us to their rebellious choice of eternal separation from His loving intention.

He acted and offered us a choice, once more and created a unique path effected by a divinely mysterious role, He would play on our behalf to restore us to that capacity for fellowship that was lost in body, soul, and spirit.

And in time, He extended and presented Himself in all those forms to mankind to bring them back into a lost kingdom.  He introduced the concept of assured Hope and made a personal and direct commitment to bring it around again and offer us, in the succeeding generations, to, once more, make a choice of our own free-will.  To clarify our lives through fellowship with Him that restores what once was and could be again making us more than just a fading echo, but a clarified voice that resonates to our own circles of influence.  That digs through to a Spiritually pure Kingdom that connects to the now, and its establishment has no end and no other allegiances but to The Loving One who began it all.

In the Surface World, there are three values given that open the gate to that Kingdom through the One Way made possible to us.  Within the Mid-World, these three values are more than just concepts.  They have become literal precious stones which once adorned a massive golden crown:

  1. Hope Stone Quest – (First Quest) aka The Praesperos Stone
  2. Love Stone Quest – (Second Quest) aka The Cordis Stone
  3. Faith Stone Quest – (Third Quest) aka The Fidelis Stone

At this point, this is all I am going to reveal about them, but the concept and implication of each one of these large fist-sized stones are important for the story that follows.

Now let us return to the concept of the two worlds sharing an interdimensional link and introduce a third world within the center of all worlds that makes all existence share something extremely powerful.

Purpose.

Creation mirrors aspects of The One who created it and thereby vested it with both volition and intention.  If you are an observant person and can perceive of the designed wonder in the world in which you live, you will also find to your delight, that the Creator has invested within a mirroring of His nature and messages from beyond time and space of Who He is as The Great I AM.  Symbols, types, and shadows are encoded into existence in a marvelous tapestry, but only for eyes capable of seeing.  These are sometimes perceived with physical eyes, sure, but often they can be seen through soulful sight and spiritual insight and they resonate with us and echo back God’s intention into our lives, giving us assurances that He loves and constantly pursues direct fellowship with us.

There is something further we must do, however, to allow that to happen.  We must yield time and intention to actively pursuing Him as well.  We must dig through or “Excavate” the hope buried within our opened grave.  To be raised from our burial site, we must choose to come out of the self-imposed tombs and live our new life outside of the trappings of death that once condemned and imprisoned us.

That experience of connection requires an open door within our very core.  A supernatural spiritual place that God created within all mankind.  This concept is what this ensuing story refers to as a hidden kingdom of existence on the other side of the Mid-World that must be deliberately opened from within.

There are impediments in place to prevent us from doing so.

Monsters both of our own making and lurking invisible monsters that form a network of an evil bent of keeping mankind blind to its existence.  For the agents of darkness, opening that gate is like unto opening a nuclear furnace with the potential to burn down all of their strongholds of power, and reduce them all to piles of ash.  They are desperate to thwart, discourage, distract, demoralize, and crush anyone or anything that may threaten their bid for power or dare to open the gate whose Divine Occupant will ultimately bring them to their knees and confession of a truth they have spent their entire existence denying.

In the story that follows, this legendary Kingdom is called, by the Mid-Worlders, Excavatia, or the “Buried Kingdom” in their tongue’s original translation.

All human life originates from the Surface World, but there are human residents who reside in the Mid-World, but their arrival there is from a different imaginative story of fiction.  It is specifically given to people called out of their lives from the Surface World, to complete one of three quests to restore balance and order to the Mid-World in each age of apostasy.  These “called” will also carry something of the knowledge of the quest, back into their lives as well, and hopefully open the hidden doors in their own hearts to realize and experience the powerful existence of being connected to the kingdom there.

In the concept model of the Surface World and the Mid-World as an iceberg, I mentioned that icebergs are primarily and centrally comprised of freshwater and have a micro-cycle that they use to push all salt deposits outward toward the surface, to keep the central ice as freshwater.

It is no accident that I point this out for the Living Word of the Scripture refers to the “Called” as being “Salt and Light” to their generation living in blind darkness.  We are called to go forth in a quest to serve a Kingdom we have never seen with our eyes but believe exists in our hearts do to a promise and a Hope.  We are called into the worst conditions, which is when the salt freezes to the core.  It is a temporary journey, and ultimately, we are sent back into our own world of trouble to carry the Hope there as living torches ignited by The Refiner’s Fire.  We express this in Love shown first to us, by the Creator King, and we live it out in example before all men by Faith.

By the same token, the Surface World, carries with it the dust of darkness and leaven.  Surface Worlders inevitably bring it with them, and it is a scourge within the Mid-World.  The Ancient Text says,

“6 Your glorying [is] not good. Do you not know that a little leaven leavens the whole lump? 7 Therefore purge out the old leaven, that you may be a new lump since you truly are unleavened. For indeed Christ, our Passover, was sacrificed for us. 8 Therefore let us keep the feast, not with old leaven, nor with the leaven of malice and wickedness, but with the unleavened [bread] of sincerity and truth.” [1 Corinthians 5:6-8 NKJV]

Leaven, in the Jewish tradition, was understood to be representative of sin, particularly pride, as evident in the above verses.  Like leaven causes a loaf of baking bread to rise, so too pride causes even the most well-intentioned person to be puffed up and offer their own solutions and remedies where only the True Sovereign’s such may heal and restore.  The deception that took Eve, was in the idea that she could seek to know and understand and gain a wise perspective independent of her Creator.  She was lured in by the soft and soothing enticements of a serpent whose influence and deceptions persist to this day.

Pride hides the Light the called ones carry.  Their job is to serve as a clear reflection of the original One whose image they bear, and not become only a poor, diffused and diminishing echo of Him.

For the purposes of this story, the designated leaders of each quest harbor a human weakness and flaw particularly tied to the nature of the Stone they are supposed to find and bear to the Kingdom gate.

The One who called them is not interested in their efforts to become that to which He has called them, but in their ability to admit their weakness, and yield to outcomes to Him to work through them to become and do what would they could not achieve on their own.  Connection is essential to success.  This is what they and their fellow travelers will learn and experience, often tragically in the course of their journey.

The overall concept of the interconnected Kingdoms is best represented as a wheel-within-a wheel-within a-wheel.  Three separately moving concentric circles, like expanding and contracting rippling waves on a still pond, each spinning within their own time threshold, but connecting through to the core Kingdom that establishes a foundation and anchor point for both other worlds.  Excavatia is the one Kingdom that matters most, yet it is the least known or sought after by all of the other residents of the other two worlds.  The central thing that connects all three kingdoms is the Hope, Faith and Love of the Promised King of All, referred to as The One, in the Mid-World, but called by a Powerful Name that is Above Every Name in the Surface World.

If you are able to see with your awakened and restored spiritual eyes, you will know that Name already.

“33 Seek the Kingdom of God above all else, and live righteously, and he will give you everything you need. 34 “So don’t worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will bring its own worries. Today’s trouble is enough for today.” [Matthew 6:33-34 NLT]

Welcome to the Quest…

“It’s like in the great stories, Mr. Frodo. The ones that really mattered. Full of darkness and danger they were. And sometimes you didn’t want to know the end… because how could the end be happy? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad had happened? But in the end, it’s only a passing thing… this shadow. Even darkness must pass.”
― J.R.R. Tolkien, The Two Towers

“As [I spent time in the secret place], the fabric of our world’s reality—the fading space-time blanket that enwraps us—grew as thin as a sheet of wax paper. The physical world felt less like ultimate reality. I had the strange sensation of living inside a cardboard box that had been painted to look like a castle—the kind a child would build with great relish—while, all the time, my little cardboard box was sitting inside the great hall of a real castle. There was a distinct sense of something larger and permanent peeking through chinks in the physical world.”
― C.S. Lewis, Shadowlands and Songs of Light

Step away for a moment. Follow a path not typically traveled.  Take a journey with an aspiring author who was given a gift he almost buried and lost by putting that dream on hold.  For a few decades.  This is your chance to help him see that it is not too late to begin.   He is on a quest that will lead him to write and publish novels of fiction that will hopefully inspire others to follow their own dreams too.  You will be given a chance with each post to comment upon the insights and discoveries you find in each post.  Some may include wisdom from ancient texts.  Others may include a window glimpse into the beginnings of stories this author has written over the years in obscurity.  You will be given the chance to comment and vote for those you like and dislike.  Those you want to see developed into a larger story and those which do not quite resonate with you.  Taste and likes are different, so several readers are encouraged to provide a brief comment.  As this blog progresses, the author will take note of those story ideas that seem to resonate with you dear readers, and companions on this journey.  This is your chance to help direct an aspiring author and perhaps share and gain a little insight spiritual or otherwise into the living of life upon the Surface World to which all we responsible adults must return to lead productive lives.  May each visit to this progressing journey give you some bit of positive encouragement.  May this visit entertain you.  Make you laugh on somedays.  Cry on others.  Or bring chills and goosebumps when sometime you need those too.  Here are your knapsack and traveling gear.  And a torch.  We sometimes have to travel through the dark as well as the light.  Keep your wits about you.  We will rely on them if we are to survive this quest together.

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They said the Kingdom of Excavatia and the Mystery of The Ebenezer Stone was only in his mind…

That only he imagined it…

…But they were wrong.  It was much deeper than the mind.

The call to seek the Hidden Kingdom beckons all those who are willing.

 What if there was a place inside you, where you could go to see who you really are?

“As a face is reflected in water, so the heart reflects the real person.” [Proverbs 27:19 NLT]

What if, when you went there, you found it to be a place full of ruling factions, cruel warlords, oppressed peoples, human hybrids, and strange sentient monsters, with the lands teetering on the verge of war?

“The human heart is the most deceitful of all things, and desperately wicked. Who really knows how bad it is?” [Jeremiah 17:9 NLT]

What if you were called to rescue those threatened and perishing within that world, armed only with the Words of an Ancient Book planted in memory and the sense of the prompting deep within your spirit?

“Guard your heart above all else, for it determines the course of your life.” [Proverbs 4:23 NLT]

What if you were called to lead others into that wild place to find a hidden kingdom guarded by a creature whose sole goal is to keep you from opening its mysterious door?

“But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be provided for you.” [Matthew 6:33 CSB]

What if you knew that seeking the hidden kingdom was somehow connected to the mysterious Marker Stone at the start of your journey, and that anything done in relation to that Stone would arose the fury and wrath of both monsters and men?

“I have seen the task that God has given the children of Adam to keep them occupied. He has made everything appropriate in its time. He has also put eternity in their hearts, but no one can discover the work God has done from beginning to end.” [Ecclesiastes 3:10-11 CSB]

What if the door to this hidden kingdom had three mysterious keys, appearing as precious stones of virtue, and you knew you were responsible for the tragic loss of one into the hands of a powerful enemy?

“I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will have been bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will have been loosed in heaven.” [Matthew 16:19 CSB]

What if the only hope you have in succeeding in this quest is not to become stronger, but to allow yourself to be made weak and vulnerable–to find an external strength that does not depend on your ability or insight, but upon your willingness to surrender?

“For now, we see only a reflection as in a mirror, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I will know fully, as I am fully known. Now these three remain: faith, hope, and love—but the greatest of these is love.” [1 Corinthians 13:12-13 CSB]

The Hidden Kingdom beckons you…

Are you willing?

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